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PSA for all

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Women are not toys 
Girls are not for men's pleasure
Females are not sex objects
Trans fem to whatever are not hiding their sexy
Catcalls don't make us want you
Groping makes us uncomfortable
We don't care what you want to do to us keep that in your dirty mind
And we DO NOT WANT TO BE RAPED
Oh and ladies should NOT do this to men either! 
How hard is this to understand? We are not here for anything more than our own life and own plans. So many people are harassed each day yet nothing is done since it's considered normal. That doesn't make it right! There are many things I fight for and REAL gender equality is what I will scream for. 

Peace c;
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The Kid That Cut Too Much I'm sitting here alone, all in the dark 
I've grown quite accustomed with no light to guide my path
I'm singing this song, cause you wanted to know why
So come here have a seat, I promise I don't bite
There's no need to be afraid, you're not the one I'm after
I'm not looking for a fight, I just want some laughter
I have a dark personality, but that doesn't change a thing
A cup of love is all I need, but it's what I can't get
So you wanna know where this illness started? It was 2013 
I was younger than I am now, and my mind was not as peace 
Blood covered up my clothing, this was the start of the disease 
I have a horrible confession, Something I am not proud 
I'm addicted to self infliction, it's not healthy and not right
I would cut myself from morning, and deep into the night 
But no one seemed to pay any mind, so I was recognized by my bloody face 
See the lines on my arms? I promise it's not ink
Go ahead and feel them, they're the dents in my skin

My amazing friend TheInkArcher describes selfharm perfectly. It's an addiction no matter what you think. Voices constantly tell you you deserve it or that it doesn't matter. In truth you don't deserve it but it doesn't matter, what matters is the reason, the pain hidden beneath those scars hurts more than any cut ever could. That's why we do it, it's a way to make the pain physical, lessen the burden in our minds. Of course its not a 'good thing', and fucking hell obviously 'it'll hurt and leave scars'. We know this but our minds are so messed up that doesn't matter, we want the pain and the scars, even in the future we will look at them and see how strong we are. But just because there is blood spilling does not mean we're bad people or 'attention seekers', it means instead of crying for days or talking a bullet to our brain we are fighting to survive and battle scars will not mean anything more than strength through and after recovery.

To Scout personally, I truly am here to support you, and though I may not fully understand I will try my best to know how you feel so I can help, I'm always happy to listen so note me if you need to vent without asshole comments. You do not deserve all the pain you've been and are going through and it sucks you feel you deserve even more. But no matter how you let out your emotions you are still you, you're still my great friend and such an amazing person, you're strong and you will get through this. Ily <3
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Derek Tag Thing

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RULES:
-1. Choose one of your OCs. 
-2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
-3. Tag others on DeviantArt!
(nO) 

Derek

1. What is your name?
Derek

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Because my parents decided I would be

3. Single or taken?
Single currently

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Ha I wish, I can be super emo 24/7 though that's pretty skillful

5. Stop being a Marty Stu!
Uhm excuse me?? Rude?? I'm not??

6. What's your eye color?
It's brown but most times looks red

7. How about hair color?
Jet black like my soul and blood red like when I- too deep? Too deep sorry

8. Have you any family members?
I have parents living their own little fantasy across the country, I think I have a baby brother now but I don't talk to them anymore so I'm not sure

9. Oh? How about pets?
I'm hoping to get a dog when I can afford to keep one

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Cats. They're so annoying. Please no. Also mainstream music and anything mainstream, just no.

11.What are your hobbies? 
Listening to music, playing guitar, video games, walking around Hot Topic for ages...pretty much everything there

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way?
If people mess with me I'm not afraid to fight back, it's your own fault if you leave with a limp and bruises like a few people

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Dude. No. Who do you think I am, Jeff the Killer??

14. What kind of animal are you?
Human duh. But probably..a bear. I keep to myself but I can be violent if you're not careful around me.

15. Name your worst habits.
Zoning out in conversations and selfharm.. Yeah that's a bad one

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
All my band idols, especially Gerard Way, incredibly inspirational and talented, oh and super hot aha

18. Do you go to school?
Nah, thank gosh those days are over

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
If anyone even wanted to be my boyfriend maybe at some point, but I'm still forever alone c':

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
I mean I've seen some girls check me out but I don't think I have any "fans" of any kind

21. What are you most afraid of?
Love. It's more dangerous than jumping off a building..you always end up hurt...OKay next question

22. What do you mostly wear?
Black or red clothes, usually super baggy or with some logo like a skull or something dark like that

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Fry-ups. I can't resist so don't ever have one near me unless you're willing to share

24. Am I annoying you?
Kinda, I wanna go rock out now

25. Well, it's still not over!
Fine -_-

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)
I was middle but I'm already out of school

27. How many friends do you have?
Literally none..not even my workmates

28. What are your thoughts on PIE?
It's alright, not really my favourite but I'll have it

30. Favorite Drink?
Pepsi

31. What's your favorite place?
There's this hidden trashed place near work I like to hang out at, it's peaceful even when my music is super loud

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
There's this one guy in town that's kinda cute but..he'd never like me back so whatever

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I don't know how to swim honestly so neither unless you want me to drown

35. What's your type?
I'm not picky, he just has to like good music and not cheat

36. Any fetishes?
No. Don't even touch me. You're lucky if you get a hug nevermind turn me on

37. Seme or uke?
Probably seme, I mean I've never had a physical relationship so I'm not too sure but yeah

38. Camping or indoors?
I've slept outside before when I've been too tired or drunk to go home so I don't mind either

So you're not gonna say goodbye?? Okay f**k off then, bai
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3 years!!!

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Today marks the 3 year anniversary of when I joined DA. This is my favourite website and social media, I love how we can share art creativity here. I've met my greatest friends here and you guys have helped me through so much I can't thank you enough for supporting me and my art. Huge thanks to Soph for introducing me to this site ily and you're awesome ! Ily all <3 
:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
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